Saturday, January 14, 2023

14.01.2023

It's day again.

Awakeness again.

This brash returning to me

I'm never ready.


My angry, growling neighbour is shouting and slamming doors again

The wall between our apartments shakes


A raucous chorus of sostenuto horns break through my thin windows again—

Other exasperated people I'd never ordinarily have to know are stuck in traffic on some impassable block

And now I know them

I know them too well

It's intimate

My tired body has been penetrated by someone else's impatience again


But now, the buzzer sounds–

FedEx is here again


My phone rings,  

It's Citibank again


There's no time for a gentle awakening

No time to meet the day slowly, on softened feet


The things that others

Seem to accept as a precondition of the world

Assail me


Day is an impatient dog with unkempt claws

Scratching up my tender legs.

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