23 April 2026

23.04.2026

She'll come at some point,  

In a moment of quiet 

My fears will soften, 

And fall away


In dispassionate reason

She'll sit beside me

And silently take my 

Hand in hers


There'll be no drawn out 

Hallway goodbyes 

All of that will

Already have happened


If I am so fortunate  

My suicide will come

As naturally, in its time, 

As any other death


Dirty dishes may 

Sit in the sink,

And damp washing may still 

Hang half-dried on the line


And the afternoon sun, 

May intrude through the blinds, 

Turning flecks of airborne dust

Into sparkling confetti


And in that moment

As the world carries on

     (As it always has, 

      And it always will,)


With a sigh of long 

Awaited peace

I'll simply know

It's my time to go. 



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