Thursday, January 05, 2023

05.01.2023 III

 Maurice has a hernia.

He lifts te many layers of his sweatshirts to show me. 

"That looks painful" I grimace

"It don't hurt. If it don't go away in Febyooary, they gonna take care of it in March."

We talk about the dangers of surgical mesh ; I decide not to tell him how it slowly murdered my mother over 24 years. 

He asks me if I'm married. I decide not to tell him I'm a widow. 

As I'm getting up from the bus bench to leave, he asks me for a hug. There are giant, gloppy tears falling from his right eye. 

I hug him twice per his request. 

He asks if he can squeeze my ass.

He asks me if I'll be his friend.  

But he wants more from me than I have to give

Even to myself.

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